Today I woke up feeling a bit flu-ish, and my voice has diminished. I can barely even whisper, and even that hurts. The side-effects of a good class trip to Tallinn. I was a bit upset though, that when I came back and my dad dropped Emma off, she didn't even mind that I had been gone! She smiled to see me but didn't seem very enthusiastic. Sad times, but at least I don't need to feel guilty anymore when leaving her for a day or two. Also when she is left in daycare, she doesn't cry anymore! She seems to have started to enjoy it, which means I don't need to stress about how she will manage there anymore. However, her crying did prove how much she needed my presence and that secretly made me feel a bit loved :P
As I was writing this, Emma peed--> on the floor-->on my leg, and on business cards I got from hotels :D Idiotically I grabbed the first towel I saw to dry the floor, and I know that no matter how well the machine washes it, it will still smell like pee when I use it myself later. That's really gross, and I'm thinking I need to buy new towels to use myself, and leave my old ones to clean Emma's puddles.
Anywhoo, I was thinking I'd add a bit more about myself and my future plans here, education-wise. I am now in Haaga-Helia Uni; and previously I didn't think I'd want to go for exchange or even complete an internship abroad. I have recently learned that we NEED to complete one of our internships abroad (we have 3). I've started to think about my options, and I really would like to complete my summer internship in Costa Rica, to be able to visit my family and update my Spanish skills a bit. I also figured I could go for exchange to Sweden to learn Swedish a bit better, and after our Tallinn trip I DEFINATLY want to spend some time in Tallinn. I figured these would be reasonable plans since I could take Emma with me. In Costa Rica I could maybe hire and relative or friend to watch her for me, and in Sweden (I figure) the daycare system is similar to ours (public and free). To Estonia... I figured I could work/study there for a while and leave Emma with my parents, and then visit every weekend. Does this sound reasonable to anybody!? Or just some un-realistic need for new experiences?? I CAN SEE IN MY STATISTICS THAT PEOPLE ACTUALLY READ THIS SO PLEASE PLACE YOUR POSITIVE/NEGATIVE THOUGHTS/QUETIONS :):):):)
And for those that come for the pictures:
ballerina baby |
Only Emma is allowed to decide the contents of her trolley in the store |
I'm sorry I haven't been taking many pictures of Emma recently... :(
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